Letting Go

Ready to explode,
My feelings are so confusing.
Anger, pain, hate, love,
I feel like I'm falling.

Everything's spilling out,
Can't tell what's true and what's false.
How do I find a way out?
I can't stand it anymore.

Moods constantly changing,
An endless coaster of ups and downs.
My mind is always rearanging,
How can I ever escape?

They all try to help,
But no one can pull me out of the deep.
It's much too late to help,
I'm slipping out of reach, forever.

Living like this, isn't living at all,
I hate to hurt the ones I love.
But I'm in a free fall,
And I love the concept of escape.

Finally, I've found a way out,
I've learned how to end it all.
I've found the escape route,
I'm letting go.